Me...

I had such a busy day. It was very full... but I felt good.

I got a haircut... my haircuts don't vary too much... bangs... grow out bangs... layers... grow out layers... that is about the most I get as far as excitement goes.

I wish I could chop it all off... very short... unfortunately the one time I did it... my 30th birthday... I looked awful... I want a Halle Berry crop cut... yet maybe forgot that I didn't have the Halle Berry face to go with it! Bummer.

Over the last year, at least, my hair is falling out. OK... I know that every one has hair that falls out. But this is major hair loss. It's thinning... I am so stressed that I am going to be a lady with see through hair. I know ladies that have this problem and they are so graceful about it. I wouldn't be.

So... I went and got my hair cut shorter and with shorter layers. I am hoping to trick myself into thinking that my hair is healthy again. I am also going to take gelatin caplets... apparently they will help... and I am praying that God could spare a moment to the petty problem of my hair loss.

I enjoyed the time in the office. I think I enjoy messing of the computer. I always wanted to be a teller and play with the cash machine when I was a kid... maybe this is fulfilling that long lost desire!

I realized that not every one likes me... today. OK... really... what is not to like??? I realized that two people didn't like me. Actually maybe they are both threatened... by what I don't know... but I don't like the feeling of not being liked... especially when I KNOW I didn't do anything!

I went and looked for a couple of outfits for work... I like getting dressed up. I like shopping without little people opinions (although last week when Josh and I went work clothes shopping... he told me "You look fabulous!" Boy I love that kid!)

I am trying really hard to convince myself that I dislike food. I want to look like I see myself in my head. I have to pick up Tyler from youth group in a few minutes... and all I can think of is a quick stop at Tim's for a sprinkled donut or a hot carmel sundae from McDonalds. I have issues.

I got three loads of laundry done today. I was impressed with myself... maybe the busier I am the better I will keep up with the laundry... We'll see! I can always hope!

I am reading a good book... one that draws me into the character right away! The Book of Negroes... how do people write like that? Wow... I wish I could learn to do that ... but I really believe that it is just a gift...

I am going away this weekend... a women's retreat from church. I am so looking forward to it. I am just looking forward to being... just being... I am looking forward to being with friends... and I am looking forward to reading.... eating (of course) and sleeping!

It is just all about me... in this blog.

Wow... I still can't believe that there are people that really don't like me!!! lol