All Done!

I am surround by family who are all expecting babies. Most are on # 3, that was just half way for me. I would get major baby pangs just being around newborns. I loved being pregnant. I loved all the movement and rolling in my belly. I loved the anticipation of what this little being would be like. I was always lucky Sanj and I were on the same page.

Now I am actually allergic to newborns. They make me fell like I am going to get a rash. I feel like I can't breathe. When I hold one... my arms feel weak. And then there is the cry.... when I hear the cry I just want to go and hug the mom.

Guess I am done. Now the fear of a oops is so not funny. People love telling me stories along the lines of ..."I have a friend who had 6 boy and then the 7th was a girl!" Or "I know someone that had 5 boys... and then oop happened and she had twin boys in her 40s." SO NOT FUNNY! I don't really like these stories and or even see the need for them!

There is a season for every thing. I loved pregnancy, labour not so much, babies were heaven. That was a season. The leaves are changing colors.

I am ready! Bring on the teen years. Ok I am really not ready for it yet but what choice do we have?

Moodiness, craziness... I love you, I hate you, I am sorry, I forgive you... Bring it on.

All of you that are pregnant, changing diapers and waking up at night... enjoy the season. It is so special.
And congratulations ... better you than me. :)